What the fuck? Why can't it just be right for one whole damn week? I heard someone complaining about not being able to find an outfit for their birthday, I wanted to say shut the hell up! There's worse problems out there!
I took my car to get a freaking smog and they charged me $250, damn, I feel like my pockets are being raped. Then he tells me I need a damn valve body transmission. Hell I might as well replace the damn car. Do you have any idea how much they'll charge me for a 525i series BMW? Then they increased my daycare fees. Like damn can I catch a break?
I already have to deal with this fucking dumb ass lupus and now this shit! I'm so overwhelmed, frustrated, exhausted, fed up, hopeless. Why can't I catch a break? Why can't I just be stress free?
My body is swollen, hands, feet, legs, and ankles. I'm tired as hell. School puts a lot of pressure of me, work puts pressure on me, motherhood puts pressure on me. Damn, where's my happy ending?
I know people are going through worse situations but I need a break. Just one day free of no worries, no drama, no stress, no confusion.
I'm at a lost for words and my brain is running 100 miles per minute! I couldn't even vent enough to write a poem!
I just feel like life isn't fair. Bad things still happen to good people and I know that I'm a good person! I hope my day tomorrow is much better!
MAY THE LORD BE WITH ME!