"Strive not to be a success, but to be of value." - Albert Einstein
Isn't it sad when you seek help but don't obtain the answer that you are looking for? This is the story of my life. I'm sure my fellow lupies could relate. You go to the doctors and sometimes they act jus as confused as you.
Now because of this recent inconvenience I am no longer allowed to do any activity involving my legs. This includes running, climbing, swimming, jumping, fast walking, etc. Now I have to go talk to my fitness instructor and explain to him my situation.
This kind of frustrates me because everyone always thinks I'm making excuses. Sometimes I find myself overcompensating just to prove to people that I'm not lazy and I do want to be average but I'm not. The bottom line is that I HAVE LUPUS, and there's not a damn thing that I can do about it.
So when I show up to class today and I have to sit on the sidelines due to health conditions, I know people will look at me and view it as unfair that they have to run for 15 minutes and I don't.
But honestly, I look at people and view my life as being unfair because I have to suffer with lupus and they don't.
Aside of my crazy lupus life, I have so much planned ahead. I have a full head of individuals to braid on Friday, and then I will be flying out to San Francisco to celebrate my sister's birthday. I also have a 15 page leadership analysis paper due Sunday. Now only if lupus will allow these activities to occur!
Please pray for me and enjoy your day!